I wonder why is it so hard for me to make a decision?
I tried and I did my best to figure it out
I feel sorry each time I see my family members
I know they’ve high expectation on me
It makes me feel like there’re 10 bricks on my shoulder
I have no guts to tell or to share my feeling
Even if I tell them, bet no one gonna provide me with useful advice
Looks like I am quite emotional right now.
And I guess I am.
I have no confidence in myself
Try to comfort myself by shedding tears
but what can tears do to help in making decision
I believe that I am the one in control of my life and destiny
But silly me, still thinking of getting help from Fortune teller
Told myself not to take things so hard
but actually I am still kinda upset for no reason
Hopefully someone will understand on what I am going through
Mayb I am uncertain about my future
Don't know where should I start from
and whether to stay or leave
I think I need so professional advice or words of comfort
So i can decide on which path to take
*Is all the pressure I put on myself really necessary?*
